Leave or Embrace?

I Can't Do This Right Now...There's Just Nothing to Say Anymore...

I Need Some Assurance

Once the dust settles,

Once the busyness of life dies down,

maybe we will one day be

But for now

everything is too distracting,

it keeps your torn from me

and i dont think i can handle it.

I want you,

all of you

and until you can be there

maybe we shouldnt try...

because everytime i look at you

i can only imagine how it will be.

I long for the time i can call you my own

and hold you close,

I want to be able to grasp your hand

and never let go,

i want you to whispers sweet nothings in my ear:

i long for it.

I don't think you realize

that i have fallen,

deeper than anytime before;

but i never wanted to.

I didn't plan on feeling this way

because i didnt want to get hurt,

and now

i've left myself vulnerable.

Do you enjoy that?

Do you want me?

Do you long for me as I do?

Let's leave it,

lose it

or embrace everything

because waiting has been rough,

tougher than anything before.