Breathe deep and feel

Letting my breathe free
letting out the sigh i held within
is easier now
than before.
Grasping my hand
you promised me everything
you could keep
and left the rest to time.
I no longer feel ruined
but joyful.
You have allowed me to be apart
of who you are
and what you are about.
Time,
that seemed to tough to wait,
is now behind us,
ahead of us,
and now we can do all we want.
Whipser sweet nothings to me,
hold me
and i will never let go.
My worry is forgotten
and all i can feel is you,
your love.
Being with you
is like breathing
and feeling
for the first time.

Leave or Embrace?

I Can't Do This Right Now...There's Just Nothing to Say Anymore...

I Need Some Assurance

Once the dust settles,

Once the busyness of life dies down,

maybe we will one day be

But for now

everything is too distracting,

it keeps your torn from me

and i dont think i can handle it.

I want you,

all of you

and until you can be there

maybe we shouldnt try...

because everytime i look at you

i can only imagine how it will be.

I long for the time i can call you my own

and hold you close,

I want to be able to grasp your hand

and never let go,

i want you to whispers sweet nothings in my ear:

i long for it.

I don't think you realize

that i have fallen,

deeper than anytime before;

but i never wanted to.

I didn't plan on feeling this way

because i didnt want to get hurt,

and now

i've left myself vulnerable.

Do you enjoy that?

Do you want me?

Do you long for me as I do?

Let's leave it,

lose it

or embrace everything

because waiting has been rough,

tougher than anything before.